My Reality (blog)

Jinxie_G

Breathe

So...the latest report on my situation. Don't worry, I'm adhering to the no depressing posts and am in much better spirits these days.My house went up for auction on Wednesday. There was the possibility of renting it, but Treehouse Group Realty (the fuckers), wanted $1500/month. Um, hello? That was my mortgage payment. If I could… Continue reading Breathe

Jinxie_G

Abandoned

Left out in the world            AbandonedReckless thoughts provide            DelusionHeart sinks into            OblivionWhen he left without            ConclusionI’m brokenBeatenTorn up insideAnd I can’t seem to findMy wayI sit here, hollowA shellTurning the tideAs I’m pulled back intoThe bayThoughts flood my mindOf what might have beenAnd what will never beAs wave after waveCrashes over my headAnd carries me… Continue reading Abandoned

Jinxie_G

The Prisoner

Pain            StrengtheningBody            WeakeningWill            FleetingLife            Feels defeatingStanding on the edge of that wellMind            ContortedThoughts            DistortedDreams            AbortedBecause all            Is purportedAnd lingers on the edge of that wellI’ve grown wearyI’m tiredMy body is miredHalting any thought processesThat need to move forwardThe cycle never endsRound and roundNo hope to be foundAnd it’s the bottom of that wellI hurtle towardWith… Continue reading The Prisoner